To Ummamma.

‎---Dedicated to my late Grandmother----


Time flies and the clocks tick
And soon they all stand on the edge of the brick
Before they fall they say goodbye
And I go back in time thinking,"Why?"


Why have I never done this?
Why couldn't I be that?
I remembered the time when I was small
Thinking hard of who I wanted to be
But my answer then was my answer now
I just wanted to be happy...


So I hope they had lived a happy life
I hope they would be happy in the hereafter
Sure, they may have flown away
But their suffering just makes me sadder


So I'll stand, Although tears stain my cheeks
I'll look far and see my grandmother in white
She's gone now, She's far away
But I'll love her as always
Just like the old times...


I remember your smile
Your shining eyes
When you saw your grandchildren
We were gifted with that
And a hug was presented after that
You may have had days
Where we watched you suffer
Not knowing what to do
I couldn't help but to wonder


What am I to you?
Do I give you as much happiness as you had given me?
Oh, please, don't make me sadder
To God, I plead, Heaven is for her in the hereafter...

Her Gold

If blood was shed for every tear
She'd cry her heart out until she fears
That the blood she loses will not fade
And the scars of her silence are then made

Every night is just the same
With none to know, friends who defame
She weeps in the silence, a hopeful prayer
And thinks of all the odds that were in her favour

None were there, None to hold
Dear to her heart, which bled like her soul
The pain in her chest comes from only love
And heartbreak for her is like a stepping stone

But hope comes just as it goes
Her misery dies as happiness unfolds
And a little light she emits with her smile
Truth be told, love may be just gold

The lust for love was surely conquered
It brought no good - but harm to her
Instead of crying and staining her face
She chose to be happy, solemn with faith

Now at the top, she's better than revenge
Her heart unbroken, sturdy with a fence
She helps everyone to her hearts content
But little does she know the good it'd bring...

Your eyes

There is more than just hazel to your eyes
I see small miracles in disguise
They tell me your feelings, they never lie
And they give me freedom, to live or to die

Your smile is elastic as it stretches for the door
It leaves me silently pondering about law
Could the people who have done this to you
Ever be brought to justice by these fists too?

You shiver alone in darkness as you wait
For a sign of hope, Someone to repay
But the price of a heart that cannot be replaced
Is nothing but just a fake

The screams and laughter in your head
Erodes your brain to disarray 
But looking onwards to the blood you've spilt
You grab on tightly to your quilt

You want to live, You want to be free!
The shards of your heart lie in one piece
And finally you see the light
That your heart can never be broken tonight.

Your eyes that tell me the truth
They told me this about you
When you are in a state that is terribly tragic
Friends will prevent a further state of panic 

Voice

My voice shows the world what it is like to conquer
At least I imagine so
My voice shows the world what it means to prosper
Heavy bloodshed? No!

My voice sings a tune that is hard to wonder
So that you will know
What it means to live with hopes asunder
So live like you're on a throne

My voice breaks free like the morning rooster
Ready to wake the world
But through it all he has a message
To question what is told.

My voice is not the only one that exists
And I know that to be true
There are preachers out there too loud to resist
And here I am telling you

So here I am composing a way
Paving a way, straight to your day
Moving forward never stopping to lay
And breaking the rules, Never say nay.

Depression

A hunger that leads to death
One cut, Live with regret
Seek help when you really need to
Or live sadly, covered in mats.
Don't be afraid to let all loose
Look again, there isn't a noose!
Don't be afraid to spread your wings and fly
Look at them, Make them say "Oh my!"
Dazzle them with all your talents
Being yourself is a talent itself :)

The lives of all the wasted
Talent thrown away
Don't be like them at all
Spread your wings, Fly away!
To heaven, you'll soar just like a white dove
And like a crow, you shall show the world the way
Voice your feelings, roar like the lion
And like the ants, never say nay.

The seas roar with the galloping wind
Those trouble makers would just be binned
Live life without committing sin
And like Alexander the great, Try to grin

Human Nature?

When the sun gleams in the skies

They shimmer brightly in your eyes

And when it wakes you from your slumber

It also satisfies your hunger 

And when you hear a morning thunder

The beastly crow of a little rooster

Your mind abruptly starts to wonder

About the things in life with blunders

God made there be no error

But what is this? Human nature?

The grief and death that we cause

Destruction of nature without a pause

How can I stop all this devastation?

I want to change the world so that there is no vindication

I believe that we can change for our beneficial 

But when I think now it is superficial

I'll be back, presidential 

Till then, it's official